This is the most anxious period of my life. I’m afraid of a lot of things. Maybe I read too much and those unverified texts have led me to “half-know-half-don’t-know” state of mind. Isn’t it dangerous for an anxious person like me? Yes of course…….. Eventhough my doctor said “Enough worrying! As we see in this screen, everything is fine. There’s only a mild risk because your placenta is over the cervix. It’s okay, as long as there’s no hard uterus contraction.” But still, I couldn’t sleep well in the night after my last visit. This not-as-cute-as-the-name ‘placenta previa‘ really stole my mind! Hufff………
Well just skip that issue. Let’s talk about what I really enjoy during my pregnancy. Honestly, the best part of my marriage life so far is this period! My husband treats me like an all day queen. He takes over some home-making works, goes home early, does the same diets as mine, and lets me do everything I love. He shows his love more than before and I hope it lasts forever! ^^ I enjoy my cravings too, and I’m glad to know that my whole family really care about what I’m craving.
I’ve gained 7 kg in the last 6 months. That’s pretty tough for me because I’ve never been this heavy before. And this tummy makes it harder to lift my body. My body-balance point has moved into this tummy, as my baby grows bigger. I gained boobs too! I bought new lingeries to accommodate this upsizing body. Do I feel fatty, then? Nope, I feel sexy! Hahaaaa… I really love my body now… ^^
My due-date will be around the middle of August. I can’t wait to see my baby born and grow. This is the same excitement I feel everytime I visit my doctor. I started to count the weeks. Today it’s almost 25 weeks gestation, which means I have about 15 weeks remaining. Maybe next month my husband and I will start to browse baby stuff. Uuuuhhhh….. I can smell MotherCare & LeMonde stores from here… :p
This pregnancy is God’s greatest gift for my family. We learn a lot of things everyday. We learn to play the role of parents. We never stop praying for the everybest in our life. The excitement has reached the level that I made songs for my baby! Yeaaahhhh… I’ve turned our prayers into a song (beside another song I made for celebrating my baby kicks every morning).
In the weeks of 20′s, baby’s ears are fully formed. It starts to hear sounds & voices from inside & outside mom’s body. We often talk to our baby and play music around my belly button. Never thought to do this before, but it’s turned into routines. We love our changing into a more caring & patient couple. God is good, and this is a good way for us to learn to be good… 
Emang nih si calon emak harus banyak istirahat…ibuku dulu pas hamil aku juga placenta previa, sampai harus bed rest 2 bulan. soo….take care ya bumil!!!!
Oya…? Wah untung aku gak disuruh bedrest segala, hehehe…
Ini masih berharap placentanya bergeser sedikit karena bnr2 nutup jalan lahir. Mudah2an tar bisa berpindah deh, aku ngeri dgn C-section soalnya,, ;p